Monday, January 23, 2012

An Ode to the Dandelion

We love you when we are young
and can't rid of you fast enough when we are older
Yet even in the frail sting of the weed
lies a beauty drawing our eyes to a place beyond
where an Artists touch prickles and tickles
until a million fairied petals wisps high into the air

Monday, January 09, 2012

Yahweh



New CD comes out January 24th. I encourage you to buy it! She is annointed!!!!

Sunday, January 08, 2012

January 8, 2011

We find out we are pregnant and my heart is filled with Hope.  I record this video that day to remind me the Lord  is leading and guiding me and that His Promise for a child will prevail.  I recently reviewed this video (on Oct. 27, 2012) and wept.  It touched my heart deeply and reminded me of how much I believed even when doctors or others didn't understand.

Wednesday, January 04, 2012

1,000 Gifts



Someone recommended the book 1,000 Gifts by Ann Voskamp to me and I began reading it and feel like she is writing my heart. I found this video excerpt with tons of ideas and challenges she states from her book and really feel it is the perfect first post for 2012. It is so easy when you experience pain and suffering to get lost in the endless questions and how much life sometimes is not fair. I had made the choice months and months ago to not "turn off" living even though I had a reason to go under the covers and not ever come out again...ever. I too, with tons of encouragement and prayer, went back to the basics. I did that years ago when I began this blog in 2004 while I was going through Chemo. I couldn't look at the big picture anymore because it didn't make any sense. The harder I tried to figure it out, the more unclear it got and the more offended I became. I had to concentrate on the little things. This is how I began my journey and ministry with Photography. I wanted to see the little beauty in the world and rejoice in the small things we so easily pass by. I consider the time I have had recovering and becoming well a blessing in disguise. Although it has been so hard having to limit what I do, be left out of things I wanted to be a part of, and have people not understand my limitations, I have been given a gift that is rare in this world....time...and time to seek the Lord. I only pray that I used every moment possible to do this. I pray that my attitude didn't ruin a moment that I could have seen something beautiful. I have treasures in my heart that I am praying the Lord will release me to write someday, but for now nothing comes as close as 1,000 Gifts.